Hello everybody, or anybody who still reads these ^_^

I've been pretty inactive for a while haven't I? I'm sure you dn't miss me as much since I'm not a super amazing artist like Danny : p Figure I'd give you a heads up. Some interesting (and some depressing) things have happened over the last couple of months.

1. I work for Blizzard. I hope most of you know what this means, to those who are unsure, Blizzard made the game "World of Warcraft" That's actually why I work there. I'm a GM for blizzard. Now some of you may play the game and that's great. But know that I'm not going to do anything to jeopardize this job. I'm not going to give you any items, no gold, no nothing really ^_^ I know posting on a public place like this might be a bad idea, but I trust those of you that are my friends here. That being said I work a really odd shift. 6pm to 3am. In a way I'm still getting used to the sleep schedule. The days are long because of the drive and sometimes there is this little thing called 'mandatory overtime' I have to do. Long story short. I'm tired. Very tired. And the fact that plumbers are in my apt every morning at 8 (I usually go to sleep at 6) does not help this tiredness ^_^;;;

2. My relationship of 1 year was officially ended a little less than 2 months ago. This was my first real relationhip, I won't bore you with details of what went down. Only that she and I have not spoken since. It appears that I cannot live up to her expectations. I cannot be what she wants. And this kills me. The feact that she hasn't contacted me since then, even after I've called, left messages, etc. makes me think Ive lost her as a friend forever, which I truly hope is not the case. Part of me isn't sure how or what to feel, or how I should try to resolve the situation. I cannot pretend I am what she wants, but my heart yearns for her none the less...

3. That last one was fun wasn't it kids? I really don't have much of a third issue, I'm lazy, A large white male that enjoys gaming too much. I'll try and finish some of my writings, perhaps when I feel more inspired ^_^;;;

Thanks again to all who read. I hope this explains a little.

With Love,
Neil